我的任性伤害了你(们)
my naive-ness hurt you
i said i was tired of the sun thing...
the thing is that, i always didnt want to accept the fact that maybe you like the sun, not daddy anymore
i liked the picture of a happy family; the 3 of us
i didnt want anyone, not the sun, to spoil it
i didnt consider the fact that liking daddy (for a veh looong time)
was tiring
i just kept saying 'dont pi tui, dont pi tui'
it was veh veh selfish of me :X
you (two) were always there for me
consoling me
cheering me up
encouraging me
but what did i do?
i wasnt able to make you smile
i didnt know how to console you
i wasnt motherly like mrs neo
all i did
was to get sensitive & emo, not considering others' feelings
all i was
was that lil girl who didnt want to leave her comfort zone, who depended alot on you
daddy was right
i must grow up, learn to be independent; & not always rely on others
对不起
我的自私
我的任性
我的不懂事
伤害了你.
sorry mummy
sorry xiao hui
sorry gaymate
sorry eunice