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i finally told my dad, last night. he came bk & said he wanted to tok to me O_O i was stunned. den he asked if i felt sad at times tt he doesnt allow me to go out wif my friends, of cos i said yes. then he started explaining, it soon developed into one of his long long lectures tt are bound to digress from one topic to another lol. he came bk at 10.30 and started toking, all e way until arnd 11.30 i stopped him & told him... he said, "then how? i'll kill you meh? tts why i dont understand why u always want to buy new fones..." then he soon digressed and toked all e way until 1.30 .- heh my mum was complaining tt he veh long-winded

TO ANGELA:
hey you dont have to feel guilty cos its not ur fault! i was careless to put my fone in my shallow pocket knowing that it may drop yah? i noe you had to rush for piano, if not in the first place i wouldnt hav agreed to take a taxi rite? haiis i was stupid enough not to think of askin my mum to get someone frm the chalet to come over and pick us... if not you would be punctual & things wouldnt happen... its all fated and what's done cannot be undone... our friendship's not tt fragile :) dont feel bad abt it alr okay?

lala i guess i would hav to use my veh first fone which is quite lag... hard to sms, no camera & cant play music luhs :X haiis i finally realise how much i love my V3... hopefully nxt yr when my mum's contract end she would be nice enough to get me a fone...? cannot go out also wont die one lah... rite? i mean my friends wont becos of liddat den gen wo jue jiao or something liddat rites :X ifnot what you call friends? BUT charlene if you are celebrating your bday must tell me horh! cos my dad allows me :)

i watched finish lu guang alr!!! okay maybe not. cos disc 15 is still wif ah pao. and i'll only get it when sch reopens :X ahh last epi! i wanna watch the ending DDD: i learnt from the show that you must always believe. when i got bk my EOYs result, i din dare to go hme, but uncle jh gave me courage :) i told myself tt i had to believe. soo i survived it. this time when i lost my fone. aft angela left, honestly i was damn scared. cos quite dark liao.. den i got ye mang zhen so could hardly see :X but i believed. i din dare to tell my dad at first... wanted to ask my mum to buy a 2nd hand V3 fone... but i decided to face it. and believe :) you will when you believe; 只要相信，就会看见幸福禄光